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[Nov. 27th, 2006|06:16 pm] |
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i obviously don't matter as much as i thought i did to various so called friends. |
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[Oct. 6th, 2006|11:41 pm] |
hey kids
not feeling so sad anymore... feeling really optimistic about things, actually. i feel like things will start to fall into place for me soon. what i'm missing a lot of is hanging out with people. All my friends are at college or are in school and busy with homework and senior year. whatev. it could be different. it's gonna be okay.
i really can't wait for everything that's coming. My BIRTHDAY, UCSD, friends, boyfriends (hopefullly) and everything else.
oh and anotherthing, i was at the bank yesterday depositing money and i reallized.
it sucks when an AFRICAN woman makes you feel bad about not wanting to go to AFRICA. whatever. maybe. you never know.
EMAIL ME. CALL ME. do whatever. i'm calling people and emailing some people. but people always want MORE.
* DANIELLE, SHAUNA = i don't have your numbers. DAMELOS! |
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[Sep. 20th, 2006|11:22 pm] |
i am continually feeling sad about everyone being at college and i'm not.
my choice. my fault. i get it. |
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[Sep. 1st, 2006|11:11 pm] |
Plans for Fall 2006:
My Schedule for Mesa College:
M - Spanish
T - EMT
W - Spanish
Th - EMT, Medical Terminology
F - Math
I'm still hearing from possible work options.
I'm still waiting to hear from a dental office receptionist job and I have an interview lined up for Miguel's in Coronado. Hopefully it all works out. |
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[Aug. 26th, 2006|10:38 pm] |
yeah, so i'm really sad
everyone is starting school and leaving
and i'll be here, the townie
i don't even start UCSD yet
fuck. |
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[Aug. 15th, 2006|09:44 pm] |
i might have to get a root canal
and i'm a little scared
anyone ever have one and can tell me about it? |
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[Aug. 11th, 2006|12:55 am] |
i know some of you may not care
but i'm on chargers.com |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2006|11:55 pm] |
here is the deal
i am in mission valley with no car so i'm pissed most of the time
my calendar is slowly filling with future rendezvous with friends, which makes me happy
i have only seen the following people and probably only once: Leah, Jose, Sabrina, Roger, Maria, Nick, Juliana, Ben
and this was most likely a month ago.
i feel stranded. that no man is an island bit is totally contra what i'm feeling.
i'm not starting school like everyone else so i feel even more isolated from the world because all my friends are going to college or returning to high school and i feel like a total loser because i didn't get into UCSD fall quarter.
the plans for fall:
EMT class: Mondays and Wednesdays 8 - 12 (i'll be able to save your life by december) haha
finding a job - at the VA most likely
volunteering at several organizations: Habitat for Humanity, various hospitals, St. Vincent de Paul's, etc etc
thats the deal with me. i'm hoping to see my college bound friends before they actually leave me behind.
well, at least there's a party tomorrow.
goodnight, you Princes of Maine, you Kings of New England |
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[Jul. 29th, 2006|09:17 am] |
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i'm sooo bored. someone hang out with me please |
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[Jul. 8th, 2006|10:35 pm] |
i sooo wanna watch this movie. this guy is so hot.
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[Jul. 7th, 2006|11:52 pm] |
my hair's different.
not so different but there you go.
i decided to make new friends and rekindle old relationships too. |
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[Jun. 30th, 2006|12:05 am] |
okay here's the sitch.
Wednesday:
Father wakes me up early to go to the swap meet where i purchase and haggle for some necessary items. Blue hawaaian tote: $2, black bag: $1, white old person hat: $2, sunglasses: $5. Interesting sojourn, b-t-dubs.
Nick and I go to the San Diego Zoo, which i never felt was very large, but in this case, it is and has been very large. Footsie Wootsies are now my best friend, except when they're being stolen by people just ahead of you. Soft frozen lemonade is heaven, and the SKYFARI is really interesting.
Nap.
Dress up and attend baseball get-together in Point Loma. I didn't know these things happen like they do in the movies. White upper middle class get-togethers, I mean. Crowding around the grill. Talking about children and business. Seems general enough, but it was an interesting observational study.
In the middle of the party, I decide to go to Coronado and hang with certain girls: Stephanie, Sabrina, and Nicole. KFC famous bowls are really good, didn't you know?
Thursday:
Lie in bed till 11.
Watch Below Eight, which really made me want a super trained Alaskan husky.
GO TO DEL MAR FAIR! I went on my very first crazy fair ride, saw a hypnotist show, and ate entirely too much food. BLEH. Exactly what I ate: deep-fried snickers, gyro, baklava, turkey, potato chips, frozen lemonade, corn on the cob, kettle corn, deep fried oreos, etc. AHHHH
Exciting past two days. Now i have to stop spending money.
P.S. Interesting thing that keeps happening to me. People keep giving me the wrong change.
At KenTacoHut, I gave $5, but got $6 in return, like I gave the man a 10. I kept that, and prayed afterwards that i wouldn't get bad karma. At the Fair, I paid $10 for tickets, but got $12 in return, because he thought one of the 10s was a one. I gave that one back. Now I feel redeemed. GET THE RIGHT CHANGE. It makes you feel like a good person. Much Later. |
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[Jun. 5th, 2006|11:00 pm] |
i will definitely be posting pictures of prom and senior showcase up soon,
too tired tonight....
but i love my seniors. |
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[May. 17th, 2006|12:24 am] |
I just can't do it.
I wish I could.
I'm not strong enough to put myself through that kind of humiliation.
And it would be. The worst kind.
Turns out I'm not as brave as I thought I was. |
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[Apr. 30th, 2006|08:47 pm] |
I'd like to think it was time for a Runaways pic update...
sorry to everyone i haven't gotten pictures of... but whatever.
Come watch, next thursday and friday... DO IT |
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[Apr. 20th, 2006|01:10 am] |
sooo i'm awake right now at 1 because i woke up at 11 and decided to take a shower.
and i'm stressing about school. maybe i should visit the school that i'm planning to go to...
Thoughts, anyone? Because I'm rather frustrated.
I mean, honestly, people should take a fucking look at the place they are going to go to... but i'm a stupid and haven't made time for it. it's the most logical choice, but i don't know how i feel about the campus or any shit like that. and may 1 is coming around, and i don't have guaranteed housing anyway. i'm upset. FUCK.
sorry i am rambling and should go to sleep.
okay, good night.
P.S. Do you have to be pre-med to go to medical school? Because that's not what my major is. |
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[Apr. 17th, 2006|02:01 pm] |
hey crazies. here's the awesome pics from nYC. i loved it. and will return again.
a slightly different version of jackee's but i like hers better. and i agree, this is one of my favorite pics from this trip.
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[Apr. 17th, 2006|12:15 am] |
a little upset right now, but who cares, really? i'm really moody lately. my apologies for any future mishaps. and recent ones, of course.
nyc pics will be up soon. Tomorrow, hopefully. Just be patient. |
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[Mar. 19th, 2006|03:44 pm] |
THE WAIT IS OVER. I KNOW WHERE I AM ACCEPTED.
(And REJECTED)
1. SDSU
2. Cal State Long Beach
3. Cal Poly San Luis Obispo
4. UC Davis
5. UCLA
6. UC Santa Barbara
7. UCSD
Underlined colleges are ones I'm actually considering. I have no freaking idea where I am going.
Okay, there are some problems with UCSD. I am accepted into Revelle College for Human Biology for WINTER QUARTER, 2007.
i mean that is exactly what major i wanted and Revelle is where i wanted to go. UCSD was my 2nd choice as well. UCLA didn't fucking accept me. I'm sad that my admission ranking didn't qualify me for fall admission because then everyone else will be in college while I'm stuck twiddling my thumbs.
WTF? What am I supposed to do? How confused am I? I have no idea.
Options:
1. Not going to UCSD and begin college in the fall
2. Working for money and taking junior college courses in the meantime
3. Taking a vacation for a couple of months
Thoughts, anyone? Please. I need them.
BTW. Rep at fullerton was actually quite fun. I was in the best mood I've ever been during my entire high school experience. Except for some random craziness, it was thoroughly enjoyable. Okay everyone. I'm sure pictures will go up sooner or later. Peace, friends.
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[Feb. 15th, 2006|06:16 pm] |
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Runaways... hmm... I have nothing to comment about that, just hoping that I'm gonna get a good part that won't make me wanna die.
ON a happy Note, I arrived home today to see that my father bought me the Season 2 DVD of Gilmore Girls!!!!
How sweet is that?? Honestly, I didn't even ask for it, and he bought it for me... Not that I'm not grateful, but I would have rathered the Season 1 DVD of Grey's Anatomy but I really love Gilmore Girls so it was just really nice of him.
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